I am so sorry for your loss. Please accept my condolences. When we are grieving the loss of a loved one, we can find comfort from the scriptures. I found a couple scriptures. Psalm 55:22 promises that God will sustain us if we just throw our burdens on him. So we need to remember to pray. I look forward to seeing Winston in the resurrection when he will again be enjoying friends/family. (John 5:28,29). I hope these scriptures bring you as much comfort as they bring me.